I know we are friends, but sometimes it feels like something more... Can you give me a sign of how you feel?
Hmm... You know, I swear (ok not a very good word... but i dunno how to rephrase it...) that I wake up every morning (or afternoon) with a blank slate... It's like every time I wake up, I can't quite remember wad happen the previous day, or the day before that... Every time I wake up, it somewad feels like a new life... like it's the beginning of my life... Haha... Like a beginning of a new day... Haha... A brand new day is in the waiting every time I wake up... So you can say I live my life day by day... Haha... I dun think I know wad that means also... Like wad Sim Wong Hoo said before: We are a brand new person every 1 year and 8 days (it's under the September 26 2005 post... haha... stuff i say seldom get obsolete...) I think for me, I'm a brand new person every day... Haha... So I can forget the sad past and just look forward to the good things in life and be happy everyday! Haha...

Anyway block tests are coming... And I seriously dun feel like studying... I also dun think I will... for the time being, that is... Life is pretty bleak at the moment... and it's quite sian, too... There wun any so-called holidays anymore... Even this March holidays is not meant to be a holiday... It's meant to be a study period for the upcoming block tests... And during the June holidays, it will be a study period for the Mid-Year papers... September holidays will be for Prelims... or something like that... All in all, there wun be any holidays for us J2s for this whole year...

Life is full of awkward silences.

-awkward silence-