"Don't watch tv... it's not good... you should create your own entertainment..."

yes... it's "create your own entertainment"... not "create your own fantasy" as what wilson said... he must be fantasizing too much... haha... just joking...

anyway, sorry for the lack of posts... i was quite busy these few days... either that or my sis was using the computer so i couldn't use... or it was so late i had to sleep... or i was just plain lazy to switch on the pc...

anyway i shall start on saturday's ntuco concert... (yeah i'm skipping a lot but that is to keep my post short shorter...) first song they played was xi3 xun4... sounded damn guai lan... i dunno why... and the snare drum played cheat... he was supposed to play hou ban pai for like 16 bars but he cheated by playing 2 8th note on the first count of every 4 bars, then played hou ban pai... for those of you who dunno what i mean, you can ask me... however if you are a khaki shorts, pls dun bug me and get lost... then next song was some unknown song... never hear before... but it exposed the weakness of the gurl playing diao cha... her basics were sucky and she could not roll properly... much like my juniors... when she was using the cushioned side of the diao cha stick i could already spot her weakness... worse, at some part of the song, she had to use the other side of the stick to hit the diao cha, the part without the cushion... and it was SO obvious she couldn't roll properly as seen (or heard) by the uneven "ting ting ting ting ting ting..." sound... wah... tak boleh tahan sia... i think i'm better then her lor... haha... Ah, another thing... i recognized 1 percusionist (i think used to be from dunman high...) he was damn pro... i recognized him from the east zone school's co... he was in the year 2000 east zone... he's always playing either the ling zhou or timpani... haha, kinda like me... but i bet he'll thrash me... anyway they had some erhu solo... with piano ban zhou... the piano was like louder lor... and i was more interested in the piano than the erhu... haha... then they played gu3 yue4... not bad... i think i'm able to play that... then got some suona solo... wah... damn pro... i bet he can play zhan ma on suona... then jiang1 jun1 ling4... played the song before... but the one they played was totally different from what i played... then fei1 tian1... wah... simply love the first part... with the koudi and all that... funny thing was, the person playing the koudi was playing bangdi... hmm... shouldn't it be qudi? maybe nobody is pro enough bah... his ying1 zhun3 was perfect sia... walao... damn zai... then last song was chang2 cheng2 sui2 xiang3... to my surprise, the person who sucked played the diao cha for the previous song was playing paigu for this song!! walao... she cocked up like some shit sia... kept hitting the side... worse, at the end of the song where everybody is rolling, she was like rolling with her drumsticks moving in a 'V' shape and she was rolling with her arms instead of her wrist... walao... so un-chio... ok, that sums up that night besides the sucky kfc dinner where an indian woman with attitute problem was serving us rubbish...

oh ya, btw, i broke another drumstick (DAMN...) and you know how? by hitting the side of the drum... dotz... i didn't even use a lot of force or what... bloody hell... some more that was the GOOD drumstick... haiz... so now only got 1 good pair of drumsticks... i went to buy a pair though... from karl heng... kaoz... cost $20 sia!!! first time i ever paid for something i used for co... all my previous drumsticks i didn't pay a single cent... and also the guzheng 'nails' and tape... didn't pay any money... maybe the instructor thought that i was a good investment... haha... anyway a normal pair of drumsticks cost like only $8 to $12... but $20... wah... but nvm... i'm willing to pay the money for it... if this drumstick breaks the moment i use it, i dunno whether to laugh or cry...

okies... betta go now...

"He who is weak eats only vegetables"

"Ming, blunder......"

(btw "ming" is sort of a nickname for 1 of my friend who always blunders... haha...)

yay... had pe today... was hoping for soccer but no, we had floorball instead... still quite fun though (may not be fun for wilson but was fun for me...) my match ended 3-3 and i scored all 3 goals for my team... haha... yeah... actually i had like at least 15 chances lor... but i kept missing the goal... damn... but out of those 15 or more chances i managed to score 3... haha =p... i was dribbling all around but kept missing... everybody was marking me (must be becos i'm good... haha) everywhere i go i could hear someone from the other team say "ey, beware of darren..." wah... anyway my first goal was skill lor... i dribbled here there everywhere whatever until i was to the left of the goal... then i whacked the ball into the goal (missed the gk's face by like 20cm...) haha... second was a bit of luck invloved... i was defending and i cleared the ball, aiming my clearance at the gk in the process... and guess what, the gk blundered and missed the ball... haha... third goal was also skill... the ball was bouncing in front of the goal and the defender and i kept trying to hit the ball... he kept missing and i kept possesion of the ball (haha...) and so while it was bouncing, i sort of hit the ball upwards (it wasn't whacking) towards the goal and in it went... haha... anyway after that i decided to be gk for my own team becos i was damn tired (after running here and there)

haha... actually got quite a lot of stuff to say... like the china people in our chinese class... 1 thing to say though... they can read the passage aloud faster than i can read the words... haha... ok... better go... wanna go practise my piano... or keyboard...

"I have a dream... a dream that singapore would be safe so that people can sleep soundly every night..."

yeah dream on, dude...

hmm... yesterday was valentine's day... haha... was just like any other day though... nothing special... then i read the straits times that the school supplied and found out that other schools were sort of doing it differently... they exchanged flowers and other stuff... and vs? doing nothing... oh well... then read that roses usually cost $25 during normal days... but on valentine's day, the price is doubled... wah... really know how to suck money sia... haha... and also 1 more thing... learned something about ann siong yesterday... actually he's quite poor thing... oh well...

today, however, was total defence day... damn sian... had various speeches by different people... 1 of them was the "i have a dream" one... a bit lame... but it wasted some of the social studies time, which was quite good... was slacking during the whole of school... was practically stoning during e.maths lesson... as she was toking i was playing with my calculator... i started at 0.000001 and kept on plus-ing 0.000001 until it reaches 0... at around 0.002189 or something i accidentally pressed the minus sign and the word "ERROR" came out... damn... by then i gave up liao... and so my brain remained dead until i reached the co room after school... the co room is like my second home... haha... i feel sort of secure in it...

oh ya... kenneth, you should stop suan-ing ann siong... he's damn poor thing... haha...

i hate spastic people... maybe becos they bug me the most... i also hate gays... possibly becos of my experience with them... this would mean i hate lesbians too... and of course bisexuals also... but what about my friends? are my friends turning into gays? or lesbians? i certainly hope not... maybe heaven doesn't want me to have a true friend who will be with me forever... that seems to be happening to me... do i really hate lesbians? or do i say i hate them becos i hate gays? is it becos of the fear that some day my gf would dump me for another girl? like what happened to someone i know? is it really hatred? or fear? 1 things' for sure... i'm not going anywhere near them... but somehow they just keep appearing out of nowhere... for instance, someone i know is obviously lacking huge amounts of testosterone in his body... do i feel fear? i dun think so... it's more like hatred... disgust... hatred... is it natural? that the world would have some people lacking in testosterone? but wouldn't that make them so-called "sissy" or "tomboyish"? not gay or lesbian... or is it becos they WANT to be gay or lesbian? i think that may be the only explanation... or that's what i would like to think...

well, so much for crap talk... if i had to pay a penny for every time i say "i hate gays", i would be stealing tissue paper from the one-dollar auntie and selling them for a profit...

"Which one cum first... chicken or egg?? the answer is bear cum first..."

wah... just now during my drum lesson i kena thrashed by 3 girls sia... 2 of them from katong convent and the other 1 from presbytarian high... they were from some other class which was ahead of mine and when the teacher asked them to play the rythmn they could play it so easily... then when i play i cocked up so many times... but anyway in the end i could still sort of catch up with them and managed to play correctly... haha...

actually got some stuff i wanna say about co today... but thinking of my juniors make me feel sian... so i shall end here instead... haha...

"Potest qui vult"

"eh...? isn't that our people behind the curtains? SHIT!!!"

"The phrase 'Silence is golden' does not work anymore... silence kills you..."

"Goodbye forever now... you have gone sooner than you should have... you were passed down to me from your original owner-- my teacher-- who thought i had the potential to do great things... well, he thought right... he left a mark on you-- his initials-- and the year in which he got you: '99... but no sooner than 1 year later, he passed you down to me... you accompanied me for consecutive years in the east zone schools chinese orchestra concert 2000 and 2001 (which was the reason i got you from him...) and have done me proud... you have suffered splinters and cracks all over, but still carried on... it wasn't your time yet, but you have gone prematurely... if there is anyone to blame, it should be me, for my carelessness have led to your situation now... maybe i wasn't far-sighted enough; i just couldn't anticipate what was coming... i thought it was fine for you to lie there harmlessly on the xylophone, but alas, a bump on the xylophone over the gap at the elevator has caused your untimely disappearance... maybe my reflexes were too slow, for if i had reacted faster, i could have caught you on your first bounce, or maybe your second bounce, but by your third bounce, it was too late... you were already unknowingly rolling into the deep unknowns of the elevator shaft... Goodbye forever now... I will remember you always..."

i lost my one of my drumstick today... my primary sch co teacher gave me that drumstick becos i needed a heavier and bigger drumstick for the east zone schools chinese orchestra concert... quek ling qiong personally asked me to get a bigger one so i could play louder... and so i told my teacher and he gave me his drumstick... thus i used it for that concert and also the east zone concert the following year... the stick was so well-used until the thickness became 3/4 the original thickness... but now, it's gone forever... sigh...

today something else happened... a liuqin got squashed under my junior's weight (haiz... percussion again...) well, actually this was what happened: two people were sitting down... for no reason 1 guy pushed the other... and the other lost his balance and his hands landed on the liuqin... and straight away the liuqin broke... aiya, anyway i'm sure other people will blog about this... i'm too distracted thinking of my lost drumstick... well, at least i took 1 last pic of it (with my other drumsticks...)

"hmm... 166cm..."

"Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soi..."