Recently I've been
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl, who's out of this world
Believe me
Sigh... Tomorrow is the start of a new year... Actually I dun really dread the new year, it's just that soon I'll have to go back to school... And I haven't touched a single piece of holiday homework yet... Wahaha... I think Math is the worst... Have 3 school papers to do... But doesn't really matter, becos I dun think I'll be doing... At the most I'll just do 1... Hmm...

Hmm... Played soccer yesterday with the J2 pple again... And in the process, pang seh my class outing at Sentosa... Haha... Never mind... Only like 7 pple went for the outing... My class is really full of un-enthu pple... Haha... And also full of guys... Bleah... So I chose to play soccer and also break in my new street soccer shoes! Haha... The old one is practically dead... Always had to put super glue before playing soccer... And I really like my new shoes... Haha... Especially the colour combination... Haha... I think I like red too much... Anyway I went there especially early to sort of practise... Haha... Really sucked like shit becos the shoe wasn't seasoned... Ok, maybe it was becos I really sucked... But anyway, I realised that I cannot really shoot with power like I always used to... So just had to dribble around... Not bad... Haha... Played with some strangers becos they wanted to join... Dribbled past them like a lot of times... Haha... But then I really want to see wad I am doing when I'm dribbling past them... Haha, weird... But the thing is, I dun really know wad I'm doing to dribble past pple... It's not as if I'm doing some Ronaldinho trick or wad... I'm not even doing any stepover... I only know that I somehow manage to push the ball past them... Hmm... How I wish there is like a video recording of me dribbling past pple... Then I can see wad I'm really doing... Maybe faking to the left or right or something... Haha... I really want to improve my dribbling... Becos I realised that it is very entertaining! Haha... Maybe next time I should try some tricks or something... Haha... But must make sure I dun lose the ball... Haha...

Hai... School starts on when? Wednesday... Sigh... Although the good thing is that school ends at 11.30am... Yay! Lucky I got C for GP (taiko... got 55... just nice... haha...) If not have some tutorial thingy from 1pm to 2.30pm... Haha...

Anyway, Happy New Year!

Let's all hold hands and sing!! For auld acquantaince be forgotten...

If everyone agreed with each other, the world would be a dull place.
Hmm... Feeling quite bored... The latest game I have been playing is Football Manager 2007 Demo (becos I dun have enough money to buy the game itself... or maybe it's becos I'm lazy...) Found the game damn nice to play... Haha... But recently I have stopped playing... Becos I realised that the game is really addictive... Haha... I began dreaming about the game (along with a whole lot of stuff...) And also, I became mixed up with the soccer game and wad's going on in real life soccer... Lol... So I decided to play the game infrequently instead of everyday... Haha...

Anyway... Played soccer on Tuesday and yesterday... Tuesday was quite bad for me... Couldn't score a single goal for like 3 hours or so... In the beginning I shot like 10 times or so... But all of them didn't result in a goal... I either shot to the goalkeeper or I blasted it over... Hai... And I told myself I had to score at least 1 goal... Haha... Anyway, during the last hour that I played, scored a few goals... Ahh... Finally... Haha... I would be damn sad if I didn't score a single goal... Yesterday, however, was a much better day for me... Scored like around 10 goals or so... Ahh... That should be the norm... Haha... But missed quite a few easy goals... Anyway yesterday, some guy played so rough... Kept pushing pple just so that he can get the ball... Haha... For wad, I ask you... Playing with friends mah... Important thing is to have fun wad... Dun need to tackle until so hard right... Haha...

I think I shall stop now... There's this weffriddles thing that's quite fun to do... Haha... I'm stuck on level 15 now... It's like a series of riddles where you have to solve one to go to the next level... It's quite fun! Haha...

Why do birds suddenly appear
Every time you are near?
Just like me, they long to be
Close to you.
I think that this song is really sweet... It has sort of been etched into my head ever since Karen Mok sang this song during the Golden Horse Awards thingy... If only I had the song...

Hmm... My mother has been pushing me to go to my sister's church camp... And that starts today... So obviously I didn't go... Haha... And yesterday, my mother spotted an opportunity to make me go to the church camp... Basically, I needed a new handphone and she said if I went for the church camp, she would get me one... Tsk tsk... I dunno whether she said that just in passing or wad... But in my mind I was thinking: "No deal, man". Haha... Anyway she didn't say anything else so I dunno whether she really meant it or not...

Obviously by that incident I am not a Christian. Neither am I Buddhist. In fact I dun have a religion. And I want to stay that way, thank you very much. I really feel quite strongly about this... Actually, I just see religion as something that gives their followers strength and a sense of security of wad happens to them when they die... Wad else? Ok... Maybe a source of motivation... But mainly it's to provide them with a pillar of strength. But the thing is, if you are strong enough yourself, why do you still need a religion? If you are self-motivated and have self-belief, why do you still need a religion?

Then comes the question: theism, atheism or agnosticism?

I believe that most of the pple out there dun have a clue about wad that is... So let me just briefly describe wad that is all about... Simply put, theism is the belief that there is a God, that there is a superior being that created life on Earth, created the Earth even, oh wad the heck, created everything. Atheism, if you can guess it by now, is just the opposite. It's the belief that there is no superior being. Well, this is the case that scientists are pushing, I guess... Since they are the one who created the "Big Bang" hypothesis about how the universe was formed...

Theism is the belief that there is a god, atheism is the belief that there isn't a god. So, wad is agnosticism?

Well, agnosticism comes from the word "agnostic". And the word gnosis means "knowledge" in Greek. So basically it can be translated as "without knowledge"... And that is wad it is... Agnostics feel that the existence of God (and afterlife also) is unknown and inherently unknowable. If that sounds complicated, try to think it this way: To agnostics, the answer to the question "Does God exist?" is equivalent to the answer to the question "Wad colour is Saturday?". The answer is unknowable and also irrelevant to life.

Anyway, there is always more information about this kind of thing on the Internet... If you really want to know more, Wikipedia is always a good start... =)

The main thing here is: Believe wad you want to believe. But you dun have to convince everybody that wad you believe is absolutely right. No offense, but I always wonder why Christians are always asking pple to go to their churches or the outings or their camps... You dun hear the Buddhists asking you to go to their temples, do you? Wad about the Muslims? Do you hear them trying to persuade you to convert to their religion? Why is it that only the Christians are doing all this?

Theism, atheism or agnosticism. Which are YOU?