Here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Hmm... Today is the start of my week in solitary... Haha... But I think it will be fine... At least I hope so... I will be slacking for today and tmr... while I have school on wed, thurs and fri... Friday is the worse (or the best?) ... I'll most probably come home very late... Hope there's someone to accompany me... Haha... Talking abt accompanying... How come I always kena played out? Hai... These few days also so sian... Go on the net, go online... then find that there's nothing to do... Then go to youtube to watch miscellaneous stuff... and... nothing... Haha... Ain't my life interesting... I want to spend more time outside but I always get the answer: "hur... how come you dun ask your other friends to go out with you?" Wah... Inadvertently kena rejected... But nonetheless still rejected... Sian... Or here's another answer: "ok, wad time?" But in the end, nothing happens... Lol... Zzzzz...

Damn... I can't distinguish between my thoughts and my dreams... I was sleeping just now and I presume I was thinking of something... But when I look back on it now, it felt like a dream... Like all that happened in my dream was like wad I was thinking... Maybe it's both... I dreamed my thoughts... haha... But it was such an ideal dream (or thought)... Haha... Let's hope my dream comes true... It really isn't that impossible... Haha... But come to think of it... It's quite unlikely also la... Seeing how things go, I can anticipate that it will not happen in reality... Very possible, but very improbable also... Haha... I hope this can be understood... There's a distinct difference between the 2...

Anyhow, someone told me that I'm a MCP [Male Chauvinist Pig]... Am I really one? I hardly think so lor... I dun think I'm superior to women... In fact I dun think I'm superior to anybody at all... I was quite shocked when I heard that... In wad way am I a MCP? Or is it that MCPs dun know that they are one? I was hoping I am a SNAG [Sensitive New Age Guy]... Keyword here is sensitive...

Definition of "sensitive" (in this context): having acute mental or emotional sensibility; aware of and responsive to the feelings of others.

Am I not that? Am I not aware and responsive to the feelings of others? I'm sure I pay close attention to make sure I dun hurt the other party... Or am I just imagining it? Ahh well... Let's hope that the person who said I can take things in my stride is right...