I'm your emotional punching bag.
Ahh damn... Have some sort of ulcer or something in my mouth... Damn scared that halfway through eating I will bite it... This kind of thing always happens... Haha... It's called Murphy's Law... Where if there is a possibility of something going wrong, it WILL go wrong... Haha... True to some extent...

Anyway today wanted to play pool or bowl with someone pple... But in the end nothing happened... Haha... Was thinking more of bowling... but pool was suggested instead... Doesn't matter, I'm happy with either... But like I said, it resulted in nothing... So I'm left to do nothing slack at home... Quite disappointed... Hai... But looking forward to the next opportunity... Haha... Dunno why I'm so optimistic... I'm usually more of a pessimist... Well, sort of... Haha...

Optimism: Tendency to look on the more favourable side of events and to expect the most favourable outcome.
Pessimism: The opposite of above (obviously... haha)

Well... I'm more of "tendency to look on the more favourable side of events" BUT "expect the least favourable outcome"... Haha... Shouldn't everyone be like that?

Anyway, research has shown that pessimists generally are more happy with their life than optimists... Haha... A bit contradictory, but makes perfect sense... This is becos pessimists expect the worst, thus they dun get so disappointed when things dun go their way... While for optimists, they expect a lot of good things, and when things are not as they expected, they get disappointed and discouraged... That's why pessimism is the way to go! Haha... I think that everybody should adhere to the phrase "Hope for the best, be prepared for the worst". At least I hope that's wad I'm doing... Haha!

Hai... Tmr's gp... Having some debate... Have been sort of preparing for it for quite some time... But the preparation like drag too long ah... Then now seriously damn sian... Lucky I'm not any one of the speakers... Phew!!

Now everyday go to sch I see her... Sometimes I wave and say hi... Sometimes her back is towards me and I just walk past... But every time I see her, she's with her friends... Haha... EXTREMELY unlike me... I remember my 1st 3 months... Always come into class alone... Pple ask the question "How come you always alone one?" countless number of times... Haha... Well I'm a loner that's why... Haha... Very loner and low profile... But I think now my profile not that low already... Hmm... And also now not that loner already la... Haha... Found some similarly loner friends to be with... Haha... I would think she would feel very awkward if she spent just 1 day being a loner... Haha... Sometimes I just wonder, can some pple survive not talking to anybody for 1 whole day? Or maybe not so extreme la... Let's say 1 lesson... Of the top of my head, I can think of some pple in my class who wouldn't be able to do that... I know I can... Haha... Proof that I'm a true blue loner... Haha... And she's the light of everyone's life... Let's hope opposites really attract... Haha... Read somewhere that if 2 pple (let's just assume it's 1 guy and 1 girl) can talk from sunset till dawn, it means that they shouldn't be together... Cos this would mean they are more of the buddy-buddy kind... Pple who should be together wun talk so much... As conversation is not that important... It's each other's company... Haha...

And talking to me is comparable to stoning...

Ouch.