Haiz. I know for a fact that nobody has read my previous post, but I dun care anyway =p

This point in my life is extremely low. But not the lowest; I've had worse. Anyways, I come home everyday, switch on the computer and do practically nothing. No homework, you ask? Yes, no homework. Becos of the simple fact that now is the exam week. But, for us Sec 4's, we are having our mock exams for sciences, which we dun really mug or cram or whatever. Reason? Becos it's mock. Mock = Doesn't count for anything. Yes, it is a test to show how much we know, but we just study, not mug. Or in my case, cram just before the exam starts. Quite effective though, since I have short term memory, and that I can understand most of the rubbish. So I am slacking, everybody else is mugging. Result? No one to talk to; and those whom I talk to dao like free, so there's no difference with the former.

I'm bored. I want new stuff. Not only for myself, but also for vsco. I want new instruments. I want a new percussion instructor (do we have an old one?). Actually it kinda makes me wonder why I want a percussion teacher, since by doing so I'll be jobless. But oh wells. Allows me time to pursue other things in life. We have money now (dun we?), so I want that all before I leave. Especially the new instruments. No instructor, never mind, I can keep my job, but no new instruments, MIND. Oh wells, I think I'm the only person chasing this lost cause, so it doesn't really have a big impact anyway. So, the big question is, who cares? I never make an impact on anyone. Never did, never do and never will. Unless, of course, a lucky break comes my way. Whatever that means I have no idea. So what am I living for? Passion? Romance? Love? Friendship? Or do I live for the future, hoping that I will find all these? Passion and friendship are all I have. My life is based on these two aspects only. Shaky foundation it is, ready to topple any time. Passion really accounts for a large part of my life. Without it, I would be as boring as the ah-pek who sits at Eunos MRT station digging his nose and reading his newspapers everyday. Or even the uncle who sells school pants in the school canteen staring at exciting people walking past him. Passion, as I always say, pushes me forward. It is this passion that nudges me everytime I stumble or take a fall. Passion, is certainly worth pursuing, at least for me it is, becos I'd be nothing without it. I'd be a lifeless creature, almost close to what I am now, dreaming in la-la land and foaming at the mouth. Thank goodness I haven't reached that stage. And I never will, thanks to something called passion.

Definition of "passion": Boundless enthusiasm.

Couldn't have explained it better. =)

So, I've just wasted my time crapping about what can be explained in 2 words. 2 simple, but powerful words. Well, at least I managed to kill some time. =)

Bored, my life is. Bored, but *not* screwed. Dun treat me as if my life is screwed.

Becos it's not.