"dun do what the experts tell you to do... do what they do..."

haiz... damn moody... i was really looking forward to getting the timpani scores for a song yesterday... but someone forgot to bring... (ouch... my heart...) you know, it's great to build up that kind of enthusiasm in someone and then just take it away... it's so great, it's sadistic... maybe i should try that on someone... anyway i then tried to watch the video to catch what the timpani was trying to play... which meant i had to see my horrid performance... again... and at the end of the day, i hardly had any idea of what the timpani was playing...

dhsco... too sian to talk abt it... but it was certainly very value for money... their jiao1 long2 xi3 wu3 was like, the best sia... i kena stunned like some shit...

oh well... goodbye for now... while i heal my broken heart... ok... maybe not... but i'm still damn sad...