~beauty in simplicity~

Sunday, February 13, 2005

i hate spastic people... maybe becos they bug me the most... i also hate gays... possibly becos of my experience with them... this would mean i hate lesbians too... and of course bisexuals also... but what about my friends? are my friends turning into gays? or lesbians? i certainly hope not... maybe heaven doesn't want me to have a true friend who will be with me forever... that seems to be happening to me... do i really hate lesbians? or do i say i hate them becos i hate gays? is it becos of the fear that some day my gf would dump me for another girl? like what happened to someone i know? is it really hatred? or fear? 1 things' for sure... i'm not going anywhere near them... but somehow they just keep appearing out of nowhere... for instance, someone i know is obviously lacking huge amounts of testosterone in his body... do i feel fear? i dun think so... it's more like hatred... disgust... hatred... is it natural? that the world would have some people lacking in testosterone? but wouldn't that make them so-called "sissy" or "tomboyish"? not gay or lesbian... or is it becos they WANT to be gay or lesbian? i think that may be the only explanation... or that's what i would like to think...

well, so much for crap talk... if i had to pay a penny for every time i say "i hate gays", i would be stealing tissue paper from the one-dollar auntie and selling them for a profit...

~Ðä®®ëñ~ posted at 6:41 PM