wah...i read the blogs of other people like hong zhou...daniel...jing xuan...etc etc and i realised that my blog looks like shit. feel damn zi4 bei1 siah... (is that the correct word to use? sorry...my chinese suck...) but nvm... this time i'm not going to care because the last time i did the whole blog kena screwed...

i also read ann siong's blog...he said that he spent the whole day learning long teng (gu3 duan4 part) from me... yarh that was true... then he said that i so pro... cock siah... my morale still super-low lor... after that horrific performance... then he also say what must pray to those who know ling zou part... keefe and me... rubbish...

then i read hong zhou's blog... he was talking about the exchange programme combined performance... he said that the best performance was still long teng and i'm like wth? maybe he is just ignorant or something... (no offence, hz)

after that i read jing xuan's blog (okok..i know i'm lame... reading other people's blog like free... anyway it IS free what...so sue me) she was talking about having to go down the stairs and then coming back up because the door was locked... then taking the lift which was very freaky because it stopped at almost every floor on the way down... actually, there was somebody pressing the lift on every floor (haha... oh sorry... i'm not supposed to laugh...) BUT IT'S NOT ME... actually i was climbing down the stairs and i saw a group of people laughing and pressing the lift, then going to the next floor to press the lift again... heh heh... pretty funny actually... boy, i hope she doesn't read this siah... she seems to scare me a little bit because she looks damn fierce... well, i have never talked to her and maybe i am just being paranoid (but she does intimidate me actually... heh heh...)

hmmx...anyway after my cocking up i changed my msn nick and suddenly no one knew me... they started asking me "who are you?" then when i reply, they say "oh....i didn't know..." sigh... maybe i am just one of those people whom nobody will notice i'm there... i bet jing xuan dun even know me lor...

well... i also posted on the vsco forum that i will never play long teng again.... and they actually replied! usually everybody will ignore me... honestly, those replies really brought up my morale... (although by just a little bit...) so... thanks, i really appreciate that.