hmmx...it's been like 1 month? since the last post? it's because my blog was like so dull and boring and it looks horrible...so i tried to make it nice and all that...but in the end...(haha) i screwed up the html and everything went wrong... so now i made a new blog (but with same old url and all that) and i am not going to care about how my blog looks like...(although i know it sucks)

anywayz... yesterday was the exchange programme with RGCO and for the combined performance with them (percussion and woodwind played long teng hu yue) i cocked up like some shit... i was playing ling zou(sort of like the leading person) and i screwed the whole shit up... during the practice before the performance, i already had a big blister on my finger from the drumsticks because they were rubbing against my skin...(yes, i know i suck... i must be the suckiest percussionist ever siah...who ever heard of having a blister just from the drumstick? ann siong kept saying "wah...so pro...can get blister..." but i subjected myself to being one of the suckiest, if not the most suckiest, percussionist in the world) and that was only before the performance. so during the performance the drumsticks was rubbing against my blister the whole time i was playing and it hurts.like.hell. and so i vow never to play long teng hu yue or ling zou ever again (or at least in the near future) never again will i play long teng or ling zou ever. believe me, it's that horrible... it was so horrible that on the way to the bus stop... i actually cried... sad to say... yeah...maybe i am just being harsh on myself, but this is the way i am... i'm harsh on my juniors... i'm harsh on myself...

one last thing... i am never ever ever ever ever going to play long teng again. did i say that already? oh ok...