hi... i'm back... sighz... just now on msn jing xuan asked me who i am again. haiz... kena suan... guess i'll forever be "invisible" to people...

hmmx... tomorrow got co... must remember to bring a blank cd to give weiliang so he can burn the exchange videos for me... hehe... anyway i think teerapong is damn hum ji. until now he still hasn't add the chang hui min to his msn yet... such a hum ji guy... like what so difficult about adding her... damn... i am seriously damn distracted... because i'm so bored, i'm listening to songs that i downloaded... "dradle song" from southpark... "kyle's mum's a bitch" also from southpark... "smoke on the water" by deep purple etc etc... haiz... haven't even started any of my holiday homework... i hope the teachers dun collect the hw sia...

anyway, i realised that ann siong will always defend gillian whenever someone directs something at her... (some two-timer... got gillian and zhao meng...) some more keep saying "gillian is cute lor..." kao pei...

*cough* ann siong sux *cough*

then ying kai's nick was something like "clayton, jing xuan luvs you. jing xuan, clayton luvs you" like what's his prob sia... and why is everybody crossing to other sections...? and jing xuan's nick was something like "ying kai craves for clayton and wants to gay with you..." or whatever... even worse sia...

hmmx... kenneth just sent me one of the pics during the exchange and it was a pic of me with all the rgco girls around me and i was smiling like some idiot... haha... hmm... that was at the start of the exchange... i was actually quite happy or something... but slowly as time went on i started feeling more and more moody... and by 4-5 pm, i actually felt so sian i wanted to go home... jian rong (of all people) saw me so moody and tried to cheer me up (of course to no effect) and so he played jun ma ben chi on his cello (it was the dizi part and the cello was supposed to play some soothing ban4 zou4)... actually jun ma ben chi is one of my all-time favourite song and the part he was playing was the part that i liked... when he finished playing that part , i gave him a weak smile and just left... (thanks anyway... i really appreciated it... like i always do...) and so after that my day (or night?) just got worse... no need to tell you you should know liao right? then after the performance jia yan and gillian helped carry some of the percussion instruments back to the co room... yar thanks but like what i said... they carried some of the instruments... why do stuff halfway one... anyway whatever lar... as i walked out with ann siong and clayton we passed by gillian and jia yan... of course i won't say anything (when have i ever did? i hate confrontations and hate talking to people face-to-face) they then bade goodbye to us and of course i remained silent and sort of dao-ed them... so at the school entrance ann siong and clayton said their fathers or whatever are going to fetch them... so i had to walk alone to the bus stop... and something happened on the way there... and so from far i could see ying kai and kenneth and yadda yadda yadda... and so i went home...

i'm wondering why i am talking about the exchange again... hmmx....