I'm your emotional punching bag.
Ahh damn... Have some sort of ulcer or something in my mouth... Damn scared that halfway through eating I will bite it... This kind of thing always happens... Haha... It's called Murphy's Law... Where if there is a possibility of something going wrong, it WILL go wrong... Haha... True to some extent...

Anyway today wanted to play pool or bowl with someone pple... But in the end nothing happened... Haha... Was thinking more of bowling... but pool was suggested instead... Doesn't matter, I'm happy with either... But like I said, it resulted in nothing... So I'm left to do nothing slack at home... Quite disappointed... Hai... But looking forward to the next opportunity... Haha... Dunno why I'm so optimistic... I'm usually more of a pessimist... Well, sort of... Haha...

Optimism: Tendency to look on the more favourable side of events and to expect the most favourable outcome.
Pessimism: The opposite of above (obviously... haha)

Well... I'm more of "tendency to look on the more favourable side of events" BUT "expect the least favourable outcome"... Haha... Shouldn't everyone be like that?

Anyway, research has shown that pessimists generally are more happy with their life than optimists... Haha... A bit contradictory, but makes perfect sense... This is becos pessimists expect the worst, thus they dun get so disappointed when things dun go their way... While for optimists, they expect a lot of good things, and when things are not as they expected, they get disappointed and discouraged... That's why pessimism is the way to go! Haha... I think that everybody should adhere to the phrase "Hope for the best, be prepared for the worst". At least I hope that's wad I'm doing... Haha!

Hai... Tmr's gp... Having some debate... Have been sort of preparing for it for quite some time... But the preparation like drag too long ah... Then now seriously damn sian... Lucky I'm not any one of the speakers... Phew!!

Now everyday go to sch I see her... Sometimes I wave and say hi... Sometimes her back is towards me and I just walk past... But every time I see her, she's with her friends... Haha... EXTREMELY unlike me... I remember my 1st 3 months... Always come into class alone... Pple ask the question "How come you always alone one?" countless number of times... Haha... Well I'm a loner that's why... Haha... Very loner and low profile... But I think now my profile not that low already... Hmm... And also now not that loner already la... Haha... Found some similarly loner friends to be with... Haha... I would think she would feel very awkward if she spent just 1 day being a loner... Haha... Sometimes I just wonder, can some pple survive not talking to anybody for 1 whole day? Or maybe not so extreme la... Let's say 1 lesson... Of the top of my head, I can think of some pple in my class who wouldn't be able to do that... I know I can... Haha... Proof that I'm a true blue loner... Haha... And she's the light of everyone's life... Let's hope opposites really attract... Haha... Read somewhere that if 2 pple (let's just assume it's 1 guy and 1 girl) can talk from sunset till dawn, it means that they shouldn't be together... Cos this would mean they are more of the buddy-buddy kind... Pple who should be together wun talk so much... As conversation is not that important... It's each other's company... Haha...

And talking to me is comparable to stoning...

Ouch.

YOU ARE THE SPECIAL ONE!!
Woo! It's been some time since I last posted... Haha... School has been relatively busy nowadays...

Woops... Just read my previous post... And I'm like just repeating wad I said in the previous post... About being busy busy busy... Haha... Sorry... I seriously couldn't remember wad I wrote in the previous post... Maybe I'm getting senile dementia... or Alzheimer's... Haha... I think they say that the first sign that you have either one of those is when you can't even rmb wad you had for breakfast the previous day... And that's seriously me lor... Haha... Anyway, no biggie... Wad's important is that I'm happy with my life... Well, sort of...

Oh well... These few months I think I'll be performing a lot... Haha... Let me just make a list...

1) Chinese New Year Celebrations (auditions on 30 Jan, i think)
Tears In Heaven!! Haha... 2 guitars and 1 singer... I'm one of those 2 guitars... But first we have to get through the auditions... But I think if nobody screws up, we are sure to be performing... Tears In Heaven is such a nice song after all! But a bit no link ah... Chinese New Year and Tears In Heaven... Haha... Pple celebrating and we performing some sad song...

2) VSCO Concert (4 Feb... in SCH... not school ah, it's Singapore Conference Hall)
Haha yeah... I sort of invited myself to go and perform... Tsk tsk... like so self-centred... Anyway if all goes well, I should be playing 2 songs only... Haha... Out of like, more than 10? Haha... Anyhow, it's good enough for me...

3) Guitar Ensemble SYF (hmm... i forgot the date... haha... oops... but it's at SCH, too...)
Hai... Guitar Ensemble SYF... And we like haven't decide wad we are going to play for SYF... Some more all the classical guitar ensemble songs like so sian sian... Make pple sleep... I hope we dun have to play the fast song... If not my fingers will disintegrate sia!

4) Guitar Ensemble Concert (also dunno when... haha...)
Hmm... I'm actually look forward to this more than the SYF... Haha... I think this will be much more fun lor... Besides those classical guitar ensemble pieces, which are a tad boring, we should be playing some band (as in rock band) songs... since we have guitarists, singers (sort of...) and drummers (hopefully they'll let me play the drums...) Haha... And maybe, just maybe they could let me play a solo... Haha... That's if I can master the song in time for that... But I think it shouldn't be a problem... Haha... But the thing is, another guy is trying to learn that song also... Haha... I hope we dun have to like fight each other to play the solo piece... Haha...

Hmm... Seems like I'll be going to SCH a lot of times... Haha... Ok, only 2 times...

I think I'll end here... Bye.

'Cause obviously
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her
Wah... School has started some time ago... Quite busy la... Can't believe I had to pia homework on the 2nd day of school!! Walao!! Anyway, that has all passed... And I've put it behind me...

Hai... Nowadays like so busy... I'm back to my normal lifestyle... Where I go to school in the morning and take a nap when I come home... Surprisingly, I didn't take a nap today... Haha... Guess I was too obsessed about playing trying to play Kotaro Oshio's "you are the HERO"... Haha... Crazy shit... If you dunno who that person is, he's just a very pro guitarist... And the songs he composes usually sound like it's being played by more than 1 person... But the actual fact is that he is playing the whole thing by himself... Haha... And just so you know, I've given up on trying to learn the song... It's damn bloody difficult man... Anyway, I'm not really a natural guitarist... I'm more of a drummer... Yeah =)

Oh well... Feeling hungry... Maybe I should eat some potato chips now...