~beauty in simplicity~
as simple as simple gets
Monday, May 16, 2005

"Ok, we will need someone who is willing to take out his shirt AND apply this strawberry jam onto his armpits! So, who wants to volunteer? Nobody? Aww, come on! Yes! You! How about you? Just come up and enjoy the fun! Yay! We have a volunteer! So, what's your name?"

"Err... My name is Sara."

Haha. Surprising ei. I was surprised too when I heard that. Oh yea, forgot to say, that was on Friday at PS. There was Jamie Yeo, some guy called Justin and some other new guy. Deejays, supposedly, from 98.7 FM. I have no idea what they were doing there, but anyway, I was sitting outside the McDonalds eating my savoury tempura chicken burger, listening to the serene tranquil (somehow i dun like the word 'serene'... lol) sounds of rushing water behind me and splashing of water when it reached the bottom (go there and find out what i'm toking abt). Ahh, so peaceful, except for the fact that in FRONT of me, there were sounds of people lighting their cigarettes, moving the chairs, chatting away as if they had a hummingbird's wings for their tongues. AND also, a gang was picking a fight with 2 guys. Hai... Those stoopid assholic gang members... I still remember 1 guy (from the gang) just standing up and walking to the 2 guys... Wah, must act like so bastard and assholic and pai kia... Stoopid... Cheh! Like I dunno how to walk like that... I used to walk like them before... Yup, and I had to change. Changed the way my hands swayed, my pacing, my posture and all that. Yeah it made a difference. But anyways, who wants to dwell on the past? Not me. At least I try not to. However much I try.

My philosophy in life is "Have no regrets in whatever I do or do not do". Yup, so I'm usually happy with my life, becos I have no regrets. BUT, I actually regret 1 thing. It is that I never make an impact on anybody around me. I dunno whether it's becos I am unpopular or I suck or what. IMPACT. What a big word. I do stuff that I do... but no impact is made. Maybe I'm not the influential type or something. I sometimes wish that I can make an impact on people. But I just can't. Is it something that I have to try to be able to achieve it? I hope not. Becos this kind of thing occurs naturally. Or I could be wrong. Then maybe I'm not that kind of person.

Definition of "impact": The power of making a strong, immediate impression.

And all I want is just to be able to make an impact on people...

Anyways, that aside, Friday was the 2.4km run... My shoes were in no condition to run so I did what I had to do... I exchanged shoes with Ying Kai... (yeah, and for those of you who thought i was a freak when i wore my left shoe and ying kai's right shoe -- and him wearing vice versa -- during the rgs exchange, SCREW YOU!!) Yeah that's the advantage of having small feet: I can wear anybody's shoes, the main thing is how loose the shoes are. And for those of you who dun know, I have small feet and small hands (ok, relatively small), but so what? They are quick. I've got quick feet and quick hands, and I'm proud of that. ANYWAY, I ran the bloody 2.4km and puked on the grass after giving the teacher the chip with my position on it. Hmm, I dunno whether some kena-ed his shoes or not... Haha... His shoes were not comfortable also, at least not comfortable for running... So I ran, puked my gastric juices out, and got...... 13.01... Stupid... 1 second faster I would have gotten a 'D'... so now I'm an 'E'... Bloody hell... With a timing like 13.01, my god, it was an 'A' for females... Nuff said.

And sorry if I have too many of those definition thingies around... 1, those words are significant. And 2, I'm trying to improve my English. Ciao.

~Ðä®®ëñ~ posted at 5:46 PM